And so we beat on

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The Lady (Marine Memorial Statue), at Hampton Beach, from yesterday’s 3-mile seaside walk.

Anna and I saw The Great Gatsby at Regal Cinemas in Newington last night. At times visually entertaining. But in the end it just made me want to reread the book.

The movie couldn’t decide if it wanted to be a Jazz Age cartoon, a Baz Luhrmann stylistic interpretation (with jarringly modern music and bizarre coloration), or a realistic period piece (with perfect hair and costumes). What is subtle in the book was too much in the movie.

Leo/ Gatsby said “old sport” way too many times and pronounced it “old spore.”  Also he is too…  real, because you can see him onscreen rather than imagine him in mind’s eye. He should be more mysterious, less obvious. Daisy is too doe-eyed. Tom is too much of an asshole (but the Australian who played him was the best actor). Nick is too much the innocent outsider. With the balloons, confetti, fireworks and mansion/castle, the party scenes are like a drunken adult version of Disney World.

(Critic Rex Reed: Baz Luhrmann takes a meat cleaver to literary masterpiece.)

Anna was mad because she hates all the characters. Why are they so stupid? Why do they make such bad decisions? Who is she supposed to root for? “I hate Daisy the most.”

“But she’s not real, she’s fiction,” I say, in the car on the way home. “You can’t talk about her like she’s a real person.” I’m not sure how to explain what I mean. Gatsby is not a person either. He’s something we Americans recognize inside us, characterized and caricatured, enlarged and unleashed by a particular period in history and by a writer’s imagination.

What’s great about Gatsby is not the characters, plot or setting but the writing, the words on the page. A color cartoon version loses that, of course. I only cried a teardrop or two at one part in the movie and it wasn’t onscreen romance, or tragic death. It was the ending, because the writing is beautiful.

Nick Carraway/ Tobey Maguire is finishing typing his book and we hear and then (last sentence) see the words…

 And as I sat there brooding on the old, unknown world, I thought of Gatsby’s wonder when he first picked out the green light at the end of Daisy’s dock. He had come a long way to this blue lawn, and his dream must have seemed so close that he could hardly fail to grasp it. He did not know that it was already behind him, somewhere back in that vast obscurity beyond the city, where the dark fields of the republic rolled on under the night.

Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that’s no matter — to-morrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther. . . . And one fine morning ——

So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.

Forget the trapeze and fireworks, more words….

“There was music from my neighbor’s house through the summer nights. In his blue gardens men and girls came and went like moths among the whispering and the champagne and the stars.”

“There was dancing now on the canvas in the garden, old men pushing young girls backward in eternal graceless circles, superior couples holding each other tortuously, fashionably and keeping in the corners…champagne was served in glasses bigger than finger bowls. The moon had risen higher, and floating in the Sound was a triangle of silver scales, trembling a little to the stiff, tinny drip of the banjoes on the lawn.”

Sea duck and maple leaves

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New baby leaves on the Japanese maple.

Here is what we have planted in the garden, so far: green market cabbage, Fortex (gourmet slender French) pole beans, ronde de nice squash, lemon cucumber, cress, chicory, ovation greens, sanguine lettuce, all-star lettuce, plum radish, bull’s blood beets, kale, spinach, winter density lettuce, two kinds of peas.

Bought parsley. Planted the indoor herbs in the outdoor herb garden. Sage and oregano and tarragon came back from the dead.

Planted seeds of lemon-yellow sunflowers in some spots along the back wall of the house. Chickens ate them the same day.

Strawberries are blooming. Transplanted raspberries are thriving. Rhubarb is almost ready for rhubarb margaritas.

“Let’s plant the corn.” John is hovering. John wants to plant the corn seeds in the tilled place in the big field, right now, almost every day for a week, even though it’s not time.

“Since when are you Mr. Early Corn Planter?”

“Let’s plant the corn.”

“When you get back,” I promise. He left last night for New York. Tonight he will be in San Juan. Then: St. Thomas, then Dallas. Then: Corn Planting Day.

He will wake up tomorrow in Puerto Rico, thinking about the dirt in his backyard and how soon he will rake furrows and drop seeds into his dirt. I will wake up thinking of Puerto Rico, of wearing a sleeveless blue and green summer dress and walking in Old San Juan with a camera hanging from my bare shoulder.

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Buoyant.

I spotted this male eider near North Hampton Beach a couple of days ago while on a photo safari walk.  The common eider, Somateria mollissima, is the largest duck in North America. Their call: ah-oo!

The ocean has been intensely fragrant for several weeks, more so than I remember. Wave churn, new spring life, east winds? We can smell it at our house at odd hours of the day and night. Walking right next to it is intoxicating.

Last night: rainstorms. Today: some fog. A long walk. And writing.

East wind and May Eve

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Coastal walk with youngest daughter, the other day.

East wind prevailing for the past few days, bearing the briny scent of the ocean even as far as our house two miles inland. Strange to stand in the backyard in sight of only grass and trees and chickens and chickadees and smell the sea.

Eldest daughter (age 24) is back at home for a couple of months until she goes to Germany. It’s nice to have her around. A couple of friends picked her up last night to head north to the local “big city,” Portsmouth.

“Where are you going?” I asked them. The question sounded antique, nostalgic, strange. I qualified it: “I am not asking this in a motherly, I’m-in-charge-of-you way.”

Youngest daughter visited Art In Bloom at the Museum of Fine Arts yesterday and promised to send pics.

Husband is working his side business today, subcontracting with a fellow AA pilot. They are finishing up a stone wall in Rye and starting an excavation job.

Tonight is my third-to-last Food Writing class at Harvard. It will be about 10 degrees warmer in Cambridge today, with even more trees and flowers in bloom. The ocean keeps things cool in New England spring.

Last day of April so it’s May Eve, WalpurgisnachtBeltane. Weave a May pole, jump a bonfire, drink mead, eat funnel cakes, watch out for witches and faeries and leftist rioters, bathe tomorrow in the first May morning’s dew, go on a picnic.

Ocean view daffodils

Daffodils at The Point, North Hampton

 

Daffodils at “The Point,” North Hampton, N.H. (iPhone pic with Camera+)

Two mile walk this morning that barely counts as exercise due to my frequent photo stops and beautiful-day-at-the-end-of-April distractibility.

Working on three things for Food Writing class today, as the semester’s end nears. Planting some stuff in the garden too. Sunny and 63 today, but it feels like 70.

Tuesday rain

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Tree at the end of Atlantic Ave., on a recent cloudy day.

A misery of cold rain today. I’m typing this at the Airfield Cafe, post-omelet, lingering over coffee. A large table of older women just sang happy birthday to their friend. I need to get together with some friends! Too much reading the internet at home alone.

I’m heading down to Boston today, to help one daughter pack for moving home for a couple of months before her next step, and to bring the other daughter a yard sale vacuum cleaner, and then to head to Food Writing class at Harvard.

 

Captured

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A photo circulating on Facebook last night, after the day-long lockdown was lifted and the second bombing suspect captured.

I just got back from the monthly beach cleanup and I’m busy today, with little time for reflection, but I want to post a few links of note from the emotional marathon we’ve all just run here in the greater Boston area.

NECN: Crowd erupts in cheers, claps as law enforcement drives by

Boston Globe: The stories of 2 brothers suspected in bombing. ‘‘He never told me he would be on the side of jihad.’’ – their mother

WSJ: Life in America unraveled for the brothers

Bloomberg: Boston bomb victim in photo helped identify suspects

Minutes before the bombs blew up in Boston, Jeff Bauman looked into the eyes of the man who tried to kill him.

He is the man in the wheelchair photo with Carlos Arredondo, who saved his life. He lost both legs. When he woke up in the hospital, he immediately took pen and paper and wrote, “bag, saw the guy, looked right at me.” He helped identify the suspects.

You can help Jeff Bauman HERE. I donated. It’s a fundraiser coordinated by the Bedford Village Inn in New Hampshire. The owners are friends with Bauman’s parents. MORE from WMUR on how to help.

Also on WMUR, a photo of Jeff in the hospital, with special visitors.